Need... more... cortisol...

Is it just me or is my cortisol levels going hay wire? I cannot sleep. Sleep sleep sleep. Zzz Zzz Zzz. Sleeeeeep. Sloop. Slaap. Sliip. Sheeeep. My favourite letter in the alphabet thingy is Z. I dont know why but z looks and sounds awesome. Plus, adding z to everything makes them cool. I think. Lolz. omgz. kindz ofz coolz iz thinkz. Or maybe its just really ridiculous.

Hey I wonder who started all these lols and rofls. There has to be someone right? Like one day he says "I wanna make a new word that can be used by a group of people..., I know, lol! laugh out loud!" and then bam! most used word on, in and under the internet. Oh and also chainmails. Who starts them and do they send it to trustworthy people first to build up the trustingness thingy of the chainmail? I mean, the whole of australia got this awesome chainmail about protecting this child from these people who abuse her and it travelled all the way to me, since I have lots of friends in Aussie. Well, one thing that makes chainmails hated is the "send this message to at least 10 people or you will DIE!!!" thing. Superstitious, scratch that, crappy nonsense.

I cant believe I got sunburn at this 1 cm square area of my skin, and my whole other skin untouched. Its like:




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that small dot in that white gap represents the tiny lil sunburn that managed to land on my skin. I used so much sunscreen, and I still got a tiny little sunburn!! sunburn!! and the bad thing is that its located under my lips. When I talk, it stings. Convinient right? I still dont GET sunburns. Its basically burnt skin right? right??? I think. Coz if its burnt skin, why not just shed it like those millions of dead skin cells we shed EVERYDAY??? Oh well.

I finally had the guts to go to that new level in a game I've been forsaking for a long time. The fear... of things... getting... HARDER!!! I dont know what its called in greek, like somethingphobia, but im sure its a legitimate fear. A fear of having more difficult situations. Or the fear of moving on. But thats different. I can move on if its still easy. I just dont like it to be hard. But still, overcoming that fear is awesome.

Hey cool, im sleepy. Bye guys.

end of blawg at: 2.45 am